backpost...

So I wrote this on the flight out to California on the 2nd of July, just on a sheet of paper I had. I never got around to posting it, but better late than never right?


Leaving Ithaca

It is without a doubt that my time at Cornell has been some of if not the most amazing times of my life. Everyone always says that college is supposed to be the best time of your life and I don't think I fully understood that until now. I know that I have grown a lot mentally as well as emotionally. While much of this growth has really only come in the last year or so. The odd thing about this sob story is that I don't miss Ithaca as much as I thought I would. Driving away as I watched campus disappear in my rear-view mirror, I felt a twinge of sadness but the feeling passed almost as quickly as it came.

I do not know what life has in store for me, and the uncertainty is a little maddening. I know I have to have confidence inmyself. I need to have more confidence in other people when it comes to certain matters in my life. I have been burned by people in the past, but most of these things were so long ago I feel a bit dumb using them as reasons to myself. I think I will make a concerted effort to share my thoughts with the ones who are closest to me. Sucks to be ya'll :-p

Time to be serious.